Vday

While redecorating my room on Valentine's day. . . I took a break and came across the funniest away message! It read Valium-Time day! Ha! Now for those of you who do not know what that is. . . uhh, where have you been for two, and for one Valium is in a group of drugs called "benzodiazepines". It affects chemicals in the brain that may become unbalanced and cause anxiety. Valium is used in the management of anxiety disorders. It may also be used to treat agitation, shakiness, and hallucinations during alcohol withdrawal and to relieve certain types of muscle pain. After my aunt had surgery they gave her this drug. . . and to be honest i thought she was higher than a motha f*cka!! Ha, off X, weed, drink. . ! Okay so its not really that funny. . . but whatever. . . So anyway, I remember when my wisdom teeth were coming in, OMG it hurt like hell could barely even talk let alone eat (and it was Thanksgiving) so my aunt gave me HALF of one, and the pain was gone like that! Like it wasn't even coming in anymore. . . and let me add i was feeling kinda. . . hahah. . . well yeah whatever! So vday for me was pretty cool. Went to see Friday the 13th then chilled with my niece and big sis Shannon. . . banged on a few folks. . . I mean one folk! HA! Thats before I had a couple of my favorite shots. . . haha! Woke up the next morning had breakfast with the fam. Yum. . . So yeah my vday was like any other vday. I never had a valentine, well except for that time 'mister' bought me all the stuff and we actually enjoyed our day together, that was back my 10th grade year. && the picture up top, I mean, I really dont feel that strongly about love, sheesh. .! It was just eye catching dont u think. Now this vday. . . Hahaha, thanks Niko. And thank you to my two loving nephews Tay-Amir and Ji'Anthony. . .

Happy Birthday E

Happy Birthday to you


Happy Birthday to you


Happy Biiiirrrthday dear Erika


Happy Birthday to you! ! !





My baby girl is 2o today. . . send her your birthday love www.myspace.com/eurekaderby [keep it clean!] hahah =]]

Her. . .

Not only is she an amazing singer, song writer and artist, she can draw your face on point, haha. . . she is a remarkable woman. I truly look up to her! Why you ask. . . well she just got through a very tough time in her life, as you see, she BEAT CANCER! She still kept a smile on her face and contiuned to make great music. Im pretty sure it was hard for her but she stay optimist and fought through it never giving up! Krys Ivory is truly talented, she gives everything her all, she put passion and love in everything she does! krys Ivory is signed with Next Selection Entertainment, all but talented recording artist or on that lable, so now I see why they picked her up! Krys is also good frens with my big sister Shae Fields, who is an singer songwriter and rapper! Boo yah. . . so im pretty much surrounded by amazing ppl Ahaha. . . Well anyway this Journey through music is not easy, it never is. . . but she has made it through! I am proud of her and send her my blessings! =]]

Fashion Week NY Spring 2oo9

Silk Pants



Sheer

Sequins

Second Skin

Ruffles

Metallics

Jumpsuits

Hotpink

Hippie

Goddess

Floral

American

GET WIT IT OR GET LOST! !

ink'd up

I gotta thing for tatts! Oddly enough I have none zip. . .nada. . .zero! The body is like a blank canvas, waiting for the perfect story to be wrriten on it! I have created my story, now im working up the guts to paint it. Im not scared of the so called "pain" its just the only part about having a blank canvas. . . is you only have one to paint!! Gosh darn it. . . I wish tatts werent so complicated to take off. . . so anyway. .

2oo9, Feb. 1

You would think after all these years I would be the one. Every since he was 14 and me 13, I could have sworn it was a match made in Heaven! I cant exactly tell you everything, just know I loved him with every ounce of my heart, and foolishly I still do. Words can never describe how I feel about this situation. Life goes on, I suppose I should too. . .



sotm:
Justin Nozuka; Supposed to grow old.

Dec. 2oo8

The last time it snow like this was back in 94' and even then it was not as intense! This is a shot outside my bedroom window. . . 2days after it snowed! The hardest thing to do was watch it melt; oh and drive in it. It turn our one hour trip from LA to Palmdale 5 hours. . . when I finally got home around 6 it was dark and freezing cold, but all the bay bay kids were still outside building snow men and throwing snowballs at me! I got them back tho, lets just say kids shouldnt run in the snow! Suckaaas! LOL. . . So anyway Niko hates the snow, i mean hates it! Like he was pissed like someone stole a million dollars from him. Ahahah, what a weirdo =]]. It has snowed many times after this but has still failed to come close to this. . . it hasnt even touch the tip of the ice berg. . .. literally!